Lately, I have always been thinking about my future after a break up. Hahaha, actually it's not really a break up since thanks God it was not in a serious stage relationship yet until I found out he already has a girlfriend. Cheers to stupid me believing what he said and what he did.
I barely know him and yet I put my little trust at him. But what made me trust him was because he went to my house and met my parents. I thought what a gentleman he was and he was seriously asking me to meet his mother. Never I knew that was just a game. Sekarang, a guy boleh permainkan perasaan both parents, aite? It's look easy to him to use his mother's name telling that his mother didn't like his ex girlfriend which is his official girlfriend. I don't know how many girls that he has but telling lies like that only wanted to be caught red handed later on. I began to doubt him when he told me he actually baru je break up with his girlfriend and yet he started to try me in a short time. Takkan lah tak sayang langsung girlfriend dia he can forget about his girl and move on with me? I wanted explanation yet he tried hard to spin the story until I found out he was still in contact with that girl. Nasib baik aku ada kawan yang boleh tanya pasal attitude dia and I found out he is a playboy. Cheers.🎉🎋
Today, I might considering to marry my bestfriend after all this heartache but still, I'm so afraid of losing what I already had with that person. In case of break up, everything left is only hatred and we might lost the friendship. Then what should I do if I lost my bestfriend forever?
Ottoke?
There was a friend said this to me years ago when I told him I'm not ready to be in any special relationship, "If Allah open your heart one day, may I be the person who have your heart,".
Still valid lagi tak your statement?👻 Haha
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